If ytd nite nite nite i can on9... i will say there's no smile iin muaii face anymore,even a fake smile oso wont exist! say abt ytd nite,was badddd~! i cried till lyk whudd.. cuz of HIS matter and my parents no abt the matter lerhh,im dead.. but i keep denying~! they no cuz of my idiotic maidd keep saying muaii bad tings behind my bad to my pa.. thn my pa and ma ytd scold me and naq at me.. and even confiscate muaii hp at nite.. nw ev. nite i nid to pass muaii hp to my ma!haiiz sianx.. so all of eu dun eva msg me in the nite! they may c my msg derhh!haiiz~ i jux can use com 4 30min-1hr oni lurhs.. my ma say derhh.. Zzz.. jux nw study 4 2hr + nehhx.. thn ply piano 4 30min.. ltr still nid prac.. my ma say der.. cuz piano exam cuming soon.. ytd nite withoudd my fone was no xi guan.. i keep crying all nite long.. sadd~ and my oni wish is him 4giving me and dun hate mie,dun *****! i keep waking up tat nite when slping and keep tinking of zhu! its so miserably so sad! and tats th 2 saddy matter i had.. parents gona naq naq naq.. zhuzhu,pls 4gib me i wont keep fan u lerhh,dun ***** wib miiex! haiiz~ sianx.. my maid lehhx keep scolding me .. saying me nt studying and wadeva.. toktoktok so much... i hate her.. really do.. eu noe.. Zzz nw i jux hop my zhuzhu wil 4gib me oni.. nth else i tink.. haiiz sianx! i do hop i will disappear oud of this world.. and there will no b Bernice Lee Xing Ye lerhhx! tis is whudd i tink ytd nite.. lg ILY~! Zzz... mum when confiscate hp at nite will check Msg derh worhh.. she tell me dun delete lurhhs.. so i wont.. a fw delete oni.. zz.. haiiz i duno wad to say.. a mile jux exist a while and go.. when it goes the fake sile i had cant exist ~! i am damm sad tat nite..! cuz of zhuzhu and my parents and of cuz my to0pid maid~ the special day is coming.. pls dun leave miie! or nt me will cried all nite 4 wks or even months! i knw crying wont solve prob.. but i am the kind of crying profusely when troubles come! im sadd~ nth to say ler.. jy in study of miie will jy ! and hop lg wont angry lerhh plsssssss,i beg wif all my might.! bbye~ x33 wif lurve sad berber ssaddness-inmiie~ haiiz