Ytd nite,when my dad went home, luckily he went home,luckily he went home in time nd help ,me off the kettle..cuz the water was boiled fer duno hw many hrs, nd had not off..thn kettle turn red..nd luckily nv catch fire or explode or i wont be alive now to rite this post...i kept blaming myself cuz its really my fault fer forgting to off.. i felt im really dam stupid can... small tings oso can 4gt..im so stupid stupid stupid! i jus cant do tings rite wheneva ppl tell me to do tings which they giv the trust to me..but i kept doings tings wrong and cr8 troubles.i felt im so stupid! dam dam dam stupid! i really dun mind ppl saying me stupid cuz im really a BIG stupid Moron! @.@
i scrolled down my contacts during last nite and i feel lyk finding some1 to chat in sms,but still i giv up,, i cries. its been quite a some time when i love some1.(lol lol Ignore whud i say)
today morning listen song when jus woke up.. i felt better... cuz its a new day.. but now overall not exactly.. mummy's in indonesia and i find oud tat i miss her.. though she is strict and naggy.. she is here.. is better thn father scolding me.. cuz father today say me lurhhs .. scold me too.. i do sms mama tis few dys and tmr she's bak.. if she's bak, father wont b so busy and wont gt temper so easily u knw.. haiss. thn today during tution, i felt quite stress doing corrects... 3 sets of homework corrections, all pages gt wrong u knw.. i dam stress cansxz? so difficult.. I wan to quit Kumon. =.=
Went home and today pa say mus study .. mus ply piano.. thn kept saying and nag me again.. wth larhhs.. study study study! piano is no prob to me.. but study is a problem.. cuz i study fer duno how long thn dun wan to look at th bk liao. to my sis is a different way.. (opposite)... she can study study study and she hates practicing piano.. diao... thn pa say if wan ply com.. th duration mus be twice when plying the piano.. means if i ply 1 hr of com.. 2 hr gt to practice piano.. 2 hr of come.. 4 hr of piano.. Lame rite.. so long.. wan die arhh? lols. but my maid giv discount.. let us ply 1 hr piano 1st ltr plyy piano lurhs. (if mummy is here, wont lyktat de) :x
now is lyk 6.13pm arghs! duno whud to say.. and short time to ply com niahhs. sianns. ok... end post post..
yesterdday night i thinks of you suddenly.. jus felt i duno ? whud to say.. but i feel so fine today that i less thought of u in my dam stupid mind. hahas. i had no idea whud um saying. urghs. flashes of u in my mind flying around. lols.
