Am i to say there's no freedom? till im 18? That's too crazy .
But it all ended so fast ... When do I have my freedom?
I don't wanna be the odd 1 , the different 1 , the only one .
When the skies turn grey , everything is over ...
No rights to say anything .


I think mum knws that i using fone?
The phone bill comes , is the day where everythings end?
Mum scolded me .. phone bill bomb .
$70 luhhs. Actually total call cost $400+ but cuz i got free incoming and free outoing100min , so subtract luhhs . msg over 1000+
Haiis . I am lyk dam scared luhhs . scared mum will confiscate fone or cut off my line .
Omg , hope dont . If not everything is really over to me .
My mum says i tis person must gt controlled de , and forget abt tinking to go oud . No freedom .
There wont be ...

Todays presentation i tink is cuz of me talk so soft , we won nth .Haiis . But ... nvm
Lols. Im lyk hungry nows .. am i going to skip meal again? Idk . Lols
Hahas i will lose weight manns .
Yarhhs now i lyk dam scared mama lyktat . I scared she will tak my fone withoud saying a single word and walk off . I dunwan manns , i wan my dear hp . So important to me?
and cuz i tink cant go out , get grounded? thn tis wed dun tink can movie , but try luhhs
Tis wed got Training , 32 rounds . Going to b tough but must try . I really scared i'll giv up again..Too many rounds le i duno if i can mak it or not .

Im sorry to kor for lyk pissing off and out of patience . Lols. i try not to.
Hahas . Pk , i wan my sovenier , ps today no go look for u cuz presentation end late , when go find u , u gone le. Haiis .
Nidded to save $ return money bak .

lastly ,
HAPPY 14th B.dy JAMIE SUPERWOMAN!!!

The endd ...

I can't hate you.I can't love you . I can't hate you cuz you treat me good. I can't love you cuz you love someone else.You make me fall deeper , hating more , heart breaks more.I know if i stop what i'm doing , you won't even care about me? I knows there's subject you can find in th person you love. I wonder if u finds out i love you , how will u react?Thanks for being there when i needed you, thanks for not thinking im not a nuisance to you .thanks for listening to my problems.All i love is jus simply you . I know no matter what i do , there won't be anything more between us. I find it hard to fake a smile ,I find it hard to stop my tears when there's both of u in th scene..