Actually they nv emo , jus tat everyone was lyk slacking , ayk nd jasper were lyk slping . Lols
All tis is ytd 's photo when we are slacking instead of doing rehearsal of presentation
Ytd ,
went for training , court game main 12 training , all of us punishment do men's push up position , but nv do push up , just hang down there v. long . my hand and bakbone pain luhhs
ytd aft training , mit up wif vanna ,ayk and jasper with claire. thn go my house voideck there do rehearse? no we just say 1 time thn nv liaos , we down there slack . thn me , ayk and vanna mayb claire too , we chat dam long abt my problems ... at home.. mummy vanna giv me a lot of advice . and i decided to talk to mummy tat nite.
at nite th talk to mum is unsuccessful. nd when my mum told my pa , my pa say me until .... i csnt tahan and cried again . i really wanns freedom.. i dun wana freedom at 18 , or aft 16 .. times had change . everyone havs freedom only me ... its so pathetic u knw . i cant learn how to b indeppendant outsid becus i cant go out .. ppl alr watch thousands times of movie with friends only me left ... why can u all understand how i feel . its lyk damm hurts feeling being lock up in th cage . why im always th odd 1 , th only 1 , the different 1 out there with no freedom even to goout ... project oso . i knw u all scared me learn bad tings esp in this age.. but i knw wads rite nd wrong although i easily cried . mum understand me , but she always nids to listen to my pa thn can decide . tats wad i dunlyk .. my dad un understand 1 luhhs i rather my parents go to th kind of parents knwing we ppl in tis age well de course.. Haiis .
Today ,
so early wake up ... thn hav netball carnival at padang .. weather dam hot . we b 'div lost . nd we didnt really do well tats why we had punishment ... next trng at wed , th whole trng we are using to run 32 rounds ard sch field , non stop no brk . I guess tat day will b th day i die . scared willgiv up but i will still try . Jiayou b,'div.. today gt jersey thn straight away wear liao. coach say 1 . mak us so uncomfortable with th skirt . thn top was okay but quite low cut =x ... lols. its addidas . hahas.. got other sch say our jersey nice luhhs.. its white wif orange srtipe . but easily gt dirty .
skirt diff to stretch but inside got shorts . claire wear lyk real netballer lyktat cuz she tall . hahas
quite lyk our jersey but uncomfortable in tis moment . Tats all .
tiis few days i cried till swollen eyes, tears rolling non stop .
its what i don't want but i can't take it , seriously .
Thanks kor a lot too ferr listen to my problems =x
yearhhs..
I dont want to let you down , i dont want to lead you on , i dont want to hold you bak, from where you might belong... I wont want to lose you ... No words of goodbye . but HI . unstoppable feelings . Although tings cant get further cuz i cant and u cant too , but i lyk th current now , big thankyou . i wann to hear from you .
Emo ayk
Emo vanna
Emo jasper
They EMO!