-no matter how much she tried , how much she had done , how much she wants , her parents will never eva understand how she felt even results are disappointing to them .even though she improve slowly , her parents will never know she tried .
they will only nag and nag , and threaten her , scold and scold with awful words . they just couldnt understand how she feels . there wont be a word of encouragement , a word like: well done , gd job , no bad , try harder , jiayous , you can do better .
there wont be once she will be excited to tell her parents her results , instead , she will only kept her results from them till the last minute when progress report was recieve .
Tues 271oo9
morning having stomach cramps ,
class having to tape those plastic bags ....
thn plyd hall games , quite fun , but still our class lose ,
thn got those cups staking , thn end .
Training at CCAB , th most tiring thing is to :
hop from one side of the court to another side of the court , hop with one leg , and if u hop with right leg , u cant change to left leg , u must continue until the end . coach will whistle once , and we had to hop with one leg to another side , when she whistle twice , we have to hop with th same leg on th spot , until we reach th other side . (i tell u , you can die , its dam painful, tiring)
if u put down ur leg , have to re start everything again .
Aft trng , bus transport bak to lot1 , thn bus-ed home , rushed dinner and bathed , went kumon.
Today 281oo9,
Having Post exam activity: tchoukball (dontknw how spell)
doing all those sian passes until about to rain ,
we move to indoor , to ply court games .
and one word: boring ...
stand there doing nth , leg pain only .
and Friday still got . wtf .
Aft that , went back class, take report bks , announce to be top 10 .
surprised . though is not bad , but i seriously dont knw how to tell my parents my results ,
cuz i knw they wont be happy , they never will . :(
thn , mrt-ed to nicole's house , bought MAC , take away to her house , thn ate lerh , they want watch fated to love you , thn chienqin came , thn do th rice crisps , not bad , very sweet . thn slacked till 6++ , homed .
on th way walking home , think of what to say to parents , how to tell them my results , and i just
couldnt stop myself from crying ...
will i pay for bills again , for tap water running again? HAiis . howhowhow , tell me how?
