Heartbroken . i dont know you gonna read this or not , but i just want to post everything . Just everything ... :( *crying*
i finally know why my eye kept on twitching from morning till aftnoon , totally non stop . totally irritated by th twitching . you told me not to tink so much , not to worry .
but i know why , i know why my eye kept on twitching . It means what happen it is now . Im so freaking sorry . So so so sorry . if i never send that msg ,if i nv wanna complain to someone ,if i tink positively , if i trust you , if i am careful of what i say , things wont be like this .
I said that , cus im a bit mad , a bit pissed . But im seriously sorry for not telling you straightforward , and i told my friend instead . But you should know why i am likethat , cus i cared .
I should have listen to my horoscope today . I should have . I dont like th way you ignore me totally , when i msg u , when i called you , when you dont even wanna talk to me . wtf , cant i just stop crying right now ... I just cant stop , when i thought abt it . Just why ...
Its like somethings repeatedly happen . the way i am now , is like one year ago . that past me . i dont like it . I just freaking no mood , dont wanna eat th take away i bought . wasted food again , wasted $2 when i said i wanna save .
I have no mood to do a single thing , dont feel like eating . only feel like crying , waiting for ur reply . Will u reply ?
I just hope u are not that angry alr . im sorry . Its just totally pissed at what i have done. I finally knw what right eye twitch means , somemore is kept on twitching . CUs its something bad happen so badly . I dont wanna lose you . Pls dont ignore me le , do reply .
对不起。 you just dontknow how much i really cared . :'(
