Today paper got , chi paper and sci . Chi paper - okok
Sci paper - flunked , cus i rushed .
Today lessons , very very sleepy . even you tell me to sit , i also can fall aslp ,
My eyes kept closing . couldnt help it . :(
Aft sci paper , wanting to get out of sch , security guard don let , called parents , Lucky mr paul there , talk to my dad on phone . Rushed home ,, changed , dad drive me there .
Scared late , but manage to get there in time , Jurong . Had pianoexam , Like scary ! Played a bit wrongly , but okok luh . But th aural part GG ( cher teach and that examiner test different la )
10min done , dad drove back home . Found out math bk nv brought home, went ls find th rest . Thanks Han Rong for helping me to take . (thanks vanna mummy too )
Mum suddenly came , talk to me and thn go le . (She said: Dad is in great anger ) Yea , told mum 4 home , dad smsed me things in anger . And he said something he usually dont said : You make my day moody . I replied: Sorry .
Like , i didnt really do anything wrong , they're angry . Mostly cus of exams things thats why . Mum dontknw say what my friends are too wierd liao , If they dontlike , thn so ? I think my friends aint wierd can le , they're my priority .
Mood sucks , Teared . Soon soon , home at 4 .
Exams , im worried . but i know i totally CMI le . Only a few ... I know dad and mum goona be disappointed , They disapppointed in me abt friends too . Like , i didnt do anything wrong , just that less study this time round . I told mum before every single 1st ct , idk why im liketat . even though its th last minute , but at least i tried. I knw its cmi , thn i flunk . Yea Flunk .
idk why everytime i reached home , bathed , eat , soon i get tired , i can just lie on th bed and fall aslp straight . is like ... being controlled too badly , too strictly , so when i suddenly changes a bit , it actually means a lot to them .
Yea over protective and everything , scared i mix ard learn badthings all that , Ppl got own thinking , i had mine too . I know what am i doing , not a kid anymore .
At least try to understand a bit is fine , but is totally No . Mummy , i guess she wont trust me either . Even though she's better aft that day h2h talk . but i knw it doesnt really do anything help . but do u knw this time , i told every single thing i do , i feel , to You (mummy) . I didnt lied alr . But dont control toobadly again , If not i may lied ,
cus u didnt let me do this or that.
I knw hanging out friends , shouldnt be too much . But i only think , being with friends are better , more fun , and :) .
Do understand , do try to , do learn to , its the same as how u want me to understand u ...
