Mood down low in th morning , Heart sanks , feeling unbearable .
Met with Pk , reach sch . ( Bad Boy come earlier than me somemore say going late . ) Noticed by ppl , Eyes ARE swollen . ( dontwannasay) Sch is boring , but still tired paying attention . SS test today , I guess i flunk . :(
Couldnt memorise everything in a short time . Sch ended , Recess nv eat , aft sch not hungry alr . But went 7-11 ate noodles with th girls .
Thn as usual .... Slacked . Home at 5+pm , Pianolesson.
Waiting for sth ... (not anymore .. ) No matter how sad or how terrible i feel , I gonna keep everything inside , She want to look happier on th outside . She dont wanna show it out alr. Even acting happy outside , at least she still can laugh , still can smile . Even though , those are fake ...
