Misses those days . Misses everything about you . Misses the past . Times couldnt rewind , times couldnt go back .
It only can left me with lovely memories of you . I didnt want more , but Something simple is what i want . Something easily satisfied is what this girl wants ,
but why is it so hard to fulfilled , so hard to get it .
I know one day , it will be gone, one day you'll be tired of everything ,
maybe ?
Cus i didnt know you ,didnt know how to understands what is in your mind . The only thing is to wait , and wonder whats gonna happen next . I tell myself i'll be happy with whatever its gonna be ,
with what is going to happen next , good or bad . I'll be happy . i dont want my mood to be you.
I wan my mood to be me . Yes me . :)
I know without anyone , even im only one , by myself , i also can be happy . Making an effort to hold on ,
Many question marks on my head is increasing . Didnt want to find out , but the only thing i can do is w.a.i.t .
NO matter what happen , it will never change how i feels . Cus i'll never me tired of you .
But im gonna tell myself to be happy .
Most importantly , is the love to be presence . but now , im even asking myself if your love is still presence or not ?
Today ,
in my ah gong house , bored ttm . Only left with a phone and com to entertain me . Had no appetite to eat . Arghs . idkwhy . im not hungry .
Hmmm .
i hope i had a lolli or gummies or candies right now , cus
i nid them to cheer me up , to entertain me . haha , it sounds stupid , but i really need them right now . :<
