Dont know how long it can go on .
不知道要如何走下去。
不知道我对你来说是什么。
我知道我需要学习勇敢。

Sorry for not trusting you ,
maybe that trust was broken once before , that why its hard to mend , its hard for me to trust you completely . I know im wrong to do that ...
But do you have a part of being wrong too ?

Its always me ,
always me who says S.o.r.r.y , always a weakling who gives in , no matter its right or wrong .
Thats how stupid a weakling like me can be .
who ask this person so scared to lose you .
But nononono , i shouldnt be scared .
Cus one day , ending everyone can predict .

theres no good ending here , but only see how long we can go through .
Obstacles came and go ,
its up to us if we want to fight them or not ,
its up to us to bring us closer or not ,
its up to us if we want to give up or go on .

Give up is not exactly th right word ,
a new refresh can be the word .
not sure what to do , how to go on ,
but i know , i have to learn to be hard , to be strong ,
not weakling anymore ,
then i can go on smoothly with you .

It shouldnt be started in the first place , cus i didnt know how to put down when i pick up.
拿得起，但放不下。
but its already pick up , so no turning back but to go on.
So its up to me ,
if only i could strted learning what i should be ,
I'll be less hurt , less sad ,
so we can go on smoothly .

Why is it so smooth when it came to someone and you ?
Someone you had in th past , or someone , but it will never be me ...
know that if he's belong me , no matter what happen , he'll be back .
Idk ... if we are ?
meant to be ...

but i feel ,
im no good , i sucks .
I told u days before ,
im not a gd girlf .
cus im not as gd as someone else ..
im not as gd as all th rest u have .
that was why , i understand .........

Im not gd , seriously im not .
Someone better than me times and times ,
why not her ?
i know im no good , that why someone can replace me , so easily
I guess .

我知道我不够好。
wht am i to you ?
She's just as important as i am . Guess so .

Words from me , means nth .
Words from me sounds like shit .
Words from me , i know you wont listen .
Cus im nothing .
Nothing to you .

有一天，
就会没了。

im fine , im ok .
one word , 加油。
can i make it? idk.