They took my smiles away .... and you took it away too ....
The more you control me , the more you make me hate you . and one day you'll drive me mad . Yes mad . -.- I feel like running away from all this . but , i know its wrong . But why ... its just a small matter , and you'll have to control where i go , who i mixing with and all that . I did nth wrong , we did nth wrong . Many people you see out there have even worse condition as how we were why , think as if its a big crime . Its all cus of ytd that case , you have to control me till likethat . Did you even consider my feelings ? Why the other's was fine , and im banned from everything , grrounded , controlled like a prison . You said they're bad , but i dont think so . They looks that way , but you dont even know a person why did u jude a person by the cover ? You are alr parents , alr old enough to know all those logic , why cant u understand ? I've not change badly , just that im plyful , i didnt bother studying . but its doesnt mean i dont wnt to study already . And pls , my sch aint bad , why thought of wanting me to transfer sch ? You think you'r the parents , and you can make decision ur own way . its my choice . you cant control everything . YOU Dont have to right to . I still wants to study ,just that im lazy , and keep hanging out only . Yea im naughthier , but im not bad . They're have hearts too , people are good or bad i know . how both of you know when you don even kknw them well ... Its my choice of mixing who i want to be . Im not influence , cus i did no wrong . Theres not a crime in burning cup , cus hands itchy . Its not a crime hanging out with them . Its not a crime we made , and not a crime i made . why control me till the way like im a dog , or whatt . All you both know how to do is to scold , nag , and now control me completely . U care too much , too much tht u're unreasonable of what you done . You're parent of a child , why not try to understand how i feel , what im thinking . Why always do whatyou all think , and always tinks im wrong . you kept thinking you're right , dont u ever think maybe sometimes you're wrong to care some things you shouldnt care . and dont you thinking im a humann , i got feelings too ? now i only know how to communicate with you by argueing , and talking back , if not ignoring . Talking to u both make me pek chekk,. u make me hates you and wanting to leave this home , but i dont want to . Stop making me pek chek , this is not i want . You think u do all this i'll listen obediently , i'll tell you one day i couldnt tolerate , it'll drive me mad . ! :( This is not i want ....
Big thanks to some friends pei-ed me sms to keep me company cus .... I only had a phone to entertain me . (hope she wont take my phone either )
Hey people , have change my phone no. already , pls do not contact my old no. anymore. Thanks . Want to know my new no. , ask me in msn or facebook . :)
Now beside sch and home , i couldnt go anywhere . What a tragic . mum somemore will strt spamming calls when she know my lessons end . I hate those calls , she make my mood drop dam low , and make me fed up only . I didnt know how to talk to her ... -.- Grounded . and contrrolled . Couldnt go out anymore . Idk till when , but now i cant . they control me this and that , and even my no. change cus , she wan me use prepaid . :(
Thks Vanna for lending me money to buy pp . Will pay u back asap . (L) .
