I'll let you go . 你让我觉得，我做的选择是对的。你让我觉得，我放弃了你是对的。你让我觉得，我放开了你是对的。你让我觉得，我该忘记你了。你让我觉得，我不该在想回到从前了。你让我觉得，我不该在一直当个傻瓜了。我讨厌你。I didnt know you're heartless that you dont felt a single thing . Yes , i have to forget you . cus you're not the one you used to be anymore . Yes i love and miss the old you , but the new one sucks too much already . You're once a very good guy that everyone knows , but now , you're changes too much , that makes people change their mindset of you.
Today sch .... esp aft math lesson , going eng lesson . That mood strted to be so sucky , so unbearable that me and vanna skip english lesson for 15min . cus i cant help , but tear . Sorry for opening th tap again ... But i'll close . Felt quiet in Eng lesson , my mind is drifting off .
Aft sch , went 7-11 there sit a while , wait for jiawen to change . Aft that me , vanna , jiawen went off to vanna's house while claire went home . cus Jiawen and her got tution ltr . I smsed Vay to come over too . Lol . Mood freaking no good that time . :( plus th phone got problem already , have to tell nicole soon , idk what happen to the phone sot sot , cant press many buttons . :( now im using a samsung noob phone but at least got than nv . Went yew tee point , i bought ice kachang , then we went to V's house . eat , and vay came .
They chat , and laugh , while i was totally no mood still . Hate that kind of mood . Went into the room , on aair con . they watch thailand ghost show , i slept on vanna's lap . :) Aft that awake , and munch on tibits . Stupid vay keep say me . soon , Jiawen went off . Me and vay strted off with pillow fight . LOL .
He bully luh , keep hit me so hard and many times . Plyed till dam fun , and thn stop and watch the show . ard 5.30 pm , went off with HR and vay . we walk all th way back to lam soon . HR went home ... Vay bought Big gulp and share . ^^ Then they dk do wht , thn walk to keathong with Kokyang , vay , dom .
reach home by then . Thanks vay for being my 'punching bag'for a period of time , cus someone told me something and i was way to angry . should not turn on my tap , cus no more water . nv pay bill . LOl . dk larhhs . Jiayou Berh . :)
I dont want that kind of sucky mood i have today anymore . I want to laugh like mad till stomache or heart attack . I dont want to think of past memories , thinking that we'll get back again . Im wrong , so wrong . I guess you're so so so happy since tht day 27o4 . I guess i'll hate tmr's date .
