Isnt good . Being loved is a good feeling , but , breaking people's heart is not a good feeling . If , being loved have to break that person's heart in the end , I dont want to be loved . I rather being loved in silence , not telling me about it . Keeping it from me . People says loving someone is painful , being loved is blissful . 爱一个人是痛苦，被爱是幸福。 But , its not exactly that case . It depends .
Someone , (you know who you are), You do spoilt my mood aft asking that question . Cus im not feeling good either . I know your mood is much shag than i do . You're very hurt after words i said . But i dont want to lie , i dont want to give false hope . I rather say the truth and let you get over it sooner and find someone more suitable for you . Its shortly ard 3 weeks knowing you , not even a month . Im not using the time of knowing you as an excuse , but its true . Knowing you for this short while as a friend is not bad . but not more than that . I doubt you are someone patient , as its less than a month you're asking me the same question . Its good that you could give up one something unsuitable and find someone better and right for you , someone you can achieve . Hope you understand those long msges i last send you . Take care .
Today , felt so sleepy so sleepy nowadays . Feel that it seems not enough slp no matter when i sleep . Im fighting with tiredness during lessons . And , after sch , it felt so sian knowing there's trng . This two days were like crazy about books with the girls . And went popular staying there v. long , finding bks i wanted to buy . which really very ex . Gonna have plans buying books to read , as it can entertain when im feeling real bored . Hmmms .
Alrights , idk how to continue this update . Dont feel like writing more about today ..... Next week tues , having dental surgery again . the feeling of knowing that gonna have injection on the gums really fear me , but i hope it will recover . Hmmms , alrights end off .
