I've got so much to say,

to you . But i dare not start to talk to you . Lots of thoughts and thinking , i dont want to ask , cus i dont want to know any painful truth , or any painful ans . I only know 469 . idk why , cus no matter where , or when my mind , there's a thought about you , 895 .
Inside feels so no good , but i dare not dare to show , dare to say alrdy .
Telling myself thinking something positive , though its hard .
But wht matter most , is you ___ ____ .

Always hoping , always waiting .
Thats my pm in msn .
Yeah thats right . Now , its about you.
I hate news sending msg to me , and make me thought tht theres someone sending me a text . Irritating news . How unsubscribe .
haiish .

Should stop thinking ,
let everything be repeated , and get over it .
Last day of FT today , last day of school day .
Like finally ....
Knowing there's olevel strting tmr , feels so stress.
Ok , thts the end . :(

Mood is all the way down . Come up , like roller coaster , it will still go down .
But it can be constant , sometime .