Yesterday was my worst day in 2011. And i guess theres more to come. Yesterday was friday the 13th, people says it was the unlucky day. Yesterday got back result , for me, not that bad. What im feeling pain, is about some matters. People come and go. Enter our life, create memories and left . Those who stays are those who you know if they are true or not. I said once, time will tell.
And it really did. All those pain you cause, y.o.u told me a lot of things, or even made promises , and you left just likethat with only one plain reason. You said once u wont run away, but u did. you said once you dont think it will happen,but it did. You said once you will do this you will do that. You will constantly reminds me not to think negative all the time. You made promises and everything that you said, i believe. I really do. you said you never lie. and i believe. Now i wonder, is everything true in the first place, is this plan to hit me back? or is it a history that repeats itself since 3yrs ago. Cause the situation is almost the same. And the one i was, is still the one i am.Still so dumb to believe, still so weak.
But what can i do. I should have well-prepared the worst . Its when one leaves, and the next one too. Perhaps you are like the rest , for somereason, everything is plan. You are happy now, and what am i. I was a friend that talk to u almost everydy just as a friend. I thought u cared, do u really do? even as a friend?
I guess no more. No more. Promises unkept. What u said end up vanishing with nothing. Flashbacks of u , Within jus a month since u said. u walk away.... I shall just face it and learnt from it. Life is like that.... we can see who is worth it, who is not. Who is true and who is not. Trust no one i can say.
Effort waste, i dont wish to face , but i still have to. I will , i will be me again. Perhaps i should not tell u so much, should not have say so much, should not have tell you how i feel. Because u aint true. I wonder, why does some people dont feel anything when they are hurting others. they will be likethat, because of hate. Maybe.
Im dreading for monday. results, resume trng, you, And the others..
time pass, time tells, time will heal. I hope.
This week pictures ... claire ChienQin , Jiawen, and claire.
My stupid bird.
I love them all..
Friends meant so much to me, if they are gone, what am i ? Where are you, when i needed you? What if one day everyone leaves....
