Some things should not be cared about, but you still do. People eventually leave, no matter how close they are to you. When i know its time not to care, its time when I know I should stop.... caring too much. Because the more I care, the thing i get in return is only hurt. The more i want to run away, the more i want it. Its not it. Its more valued than how people see.
Dislike to see something i should not see. The feeling when i see something i dont want to see and my heart... sank. The moment when I felt my emotion takes over me, my face could turn red any moment, the water which is filling in. I got to keep on blinking , look around and tell myself, not now..
Some things should not be cared about, but you still do.