Long since i blogged . Had my fail hair - cut . Its actually ok lah, only my cui fringe short lehh. SEESEESEE ! NAHHH . ^ Haiiiiyo . :(
Today is my family day. Yesterday was quek's and my day . And The day before yesterday was Wz's day so i rmbed having celebration at korean buffet at timah which is great , soso late home . Like reaching 1am like tht home . Scare the hell out of me due to watching 2359 that day. That movie not bad ahh! So quiet + not a single soul of course creepy!!
1,2,3,4 days to exam i havent study leh, Yijia strt alrdy what a hardworking girl. MUSTMUST start study tomr! Plus got to find job soon. Walau why so difficult to find. I really need $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$! I really want a job, why so hard finding one? -___- Got to get thumbdrive tmr store piano sheets. i wanna go find sooooon. Today got 0330's piano sheet. hahahahahaha saw that and enlightened ^^
Recently, Quarrels + Quarrels and more Quarrels. When can we stop quarreling? When can we stop walking our path to our dreams suffering and walk it together smoothly? As more and more conflicts which starts from you , my ego getting greater and more and more stubborn. Im really stubborn lah. But can you be not so ridiculous . Everyday a different guy name appear , and you liked speaking and bringing out the past. Ohh god, dont live in the past. Let it pass, be the past. We are living for now and the future. Stop being paranoid when we can actually dont need to quarrel. I cant stand how ridiculous you are adding on something that you assume and its not true at all. Yea i didnt show and only know how to say. but its all cus i dk how to express my true feelings all the time. you are only my one, and only one. Why cant you trust me alil? Stick and stick to ur thinking things wont work out. All yyou need is to trust. What more if there's no trust. im really sorry when i express or show you tht i dont care when actuallyi do. I express it wrongly. Im not what you wanted and i know. Hard to be something you want me to be. And its hard for you to be what i want you to be. Its either we give in to each other or we got to change. Accept it or change. youknow. everything must be fair, my dear quek. We are like having cold war now, you dont seem to care and i act like i dont . You dont wish to quarrel and so do i. and so, we didnt talk. but is this going to go on? So how? What to do what to do...I still remember our plans and what we want to do. A lot i remember.... I only want to sayy im sorry that im not what you want me to be and let you think that im putting in efforts that are not enough . Both of us the same type, stubborn and think tht we do best and the other one do little. Anyway i just wish to say, i dont want to give up even though sometimes i just show that i had enough. Tired yes tired, but im not giving up yet. and now, idk how, and wht to do alrdy. Yong yuan bu gou hao. :(
